paasing the National Veterinary Assessment Test is not a joke!!! it can make or break you!!!! in my case, it is starting to break me...mentally, physically and emotionally!!!

life is unfair, but with this kind of situation...life is even more unfair than unfair!!!!

i started my week bad, the sad part is i am to end it even wosrt than worst!!!

sunday.... i was again sick due to my still not recovering unhealthy immune system...i had upper respiratory tract infectionwe went to asian hospital because i cant breathe, while waiting for my release BAMBOO!!!! got in the emergency room... as soon as i knew his presence i got up my bed and went looking for him i had the chance to talk to him and have a picture taken with him..

mon.... i didnt have the guts to go to school, its my midterms week an i havent read a single letter from any of my books, i decided to just stay, afternoon that day i realized i have to study for my exams i dont have anything to read at home so i hurriedly took a bath and went back to my sunken dungeon, the rain was so heavy that we had croos the road with water as high as my tibia and fibula!!!haha. after that another challenge came, traffic jam!!! fortunately a detour was created!!! when i got home i was so exhausted, but still i need to sudy!!! so i stayed up late...

tues... my test was not that difficult because of the tips and stuffs higher years has given us... then we had another film showing about nonsense things, in the afternoon we had our review in anatomy, it was so useless!!! he did not elaborate things that we are looking for, he was like..... this one is pig...this one is horse...this one is cattle...this one is goat....not the kind of review i was looking for!!!!

wed...everything happens for a reason!!!! micro bio is hard subject having dr. ginon as your prof make it more harder than it is supposed to be...fortunately tin sat beside me... we joined forces in answering the exam...juz hope that eithier of us is coorect!!!!! after that brain draining exam another exam made me even frustrated... parasitology for some people is not important but fo dr. g it is the most important subject making us suffer to death... s/he asked us to answer almost 35 scientific names!!!!! with the correct spelling and proper writing!!! if i were to give him an exam like that can he answer it?!?! thats the problem with you people you tend to challenge your students but when you are challenged you refuse to take it!!! we are only  students, we cant focus on your subjects alone we have other subjects to study.. we understand you envying our ana clas, try to understand us that ana is one of the most important foundation we need to be successful with this career!!!

thurs...the judgment day!!!! its a good thing our clas starts at 3pm... we still have time to be familiar with different bones of different animals!!! the bad thing is he will not give you a bone larger than you ballpen....his motto(by me):the smaller, the harder, the better!!!he doesnt want his class to pass any of his exams!!! insecurity is my diagnosis, he doesnt want his students to be better than him!!!! he doesnt want a student good enough to feel superior over him!!!!and most of all he doesnt want his student to fell that they are his students, he wants them to feel that they are superhuman with super powers.dividing and managing time is easy but with this kind of professors 24 hours in a day is not sufficient!!! the only rest we can give ourselves is the rest we cant give oursevles.confusing isnt it...that reality... rest is not in the vocubalary!!!

friday!!!it is our mother mary's birthday and still we have a class?!?! its not just that!!! we still have a report despite of the occasion and for gods sake its exam week!!!!we should have had not attended your class because its our university rule no class during examination!!!!?!?! is that a hard policy?!?!or your just that lame to understand that?!?! well...attending mass made me a little less disstressed!! another exam approaching!!! stupidity and leakage!!!a student with no leakage will not study a lesson not included in the coverage, but a student with leakage will do!!! stupidity?! a professor will not give a separate exam with same questions on a separate time!!!! another stupid thing!!! gino should have carry his own chair even higher that what he could actually reach!!!!haha 

saturday... be considerate enough!!!! anatomy laboratory made our brains swell with those disarticulated disarticulated bones!!!!we still have to drain ou brains with another disarticulated disarticulated bones!?! we are students, teenagers...our mind can still store enough memories, but with your articulated memories together with other professors...our cranial cavity cannot attain that!!!!

with this, i am publicly stating that doctor of veterinary medicine is not a simple course... you must be ready with everything...expect the unexpected!!! like the failing of all my exams!!!!yes...i am sure!!! i will fail all my exams this mid terms!!!!

*my life is far more unfair than unfair!!!!